My housemate Haya and I like to take ‘crazy’ photos.

These was taken on my 21st birthday, this year! :3

Saturday 26th May 2012

Yesterday was a really nice day and my housemates Jack, Haya and I decided to have a BBQ in our garden, while watching Eurovision. It was the first time I cooked food on the BBQ and I think I did a pretty good job haha. We couldn’t finish it all though because there was so much XD

This is what my housemate Haya and I looked like today ^^~ the weather is so hot and we’re really sleepy now…

Day 4 and 5 of mixtape making~

I forgot to post a picture yesterday but I’ve finally finished my second track \O/ the instrumental track I used is one of the most difficult songs I have ever worked with but hopefully you guys like what I did with it :)

Wednesday 16th May 2012

Today, I caught up with my good friend Jenny! ^^ We went to a place called Sally Lunns to have lunch (during first year, we went there a few times so it’s become our little place heh) and then we went around town to find gifts for our tutors since it’s our last week of classes/university this week ;A;

The sun has been out since I left the house at 8:30am and the skies are such a clear blue :3 so I am smiling ^^~

Hope you are all well!

Day 3 of mixtape making~

Lately, I’ve been waking up at silly o’clock in the morning and because I’m a light sleeper, I find it hard to go back to sleep but today, I was struck with inspiration and the urge to write lyrics and I wonder, just wonder what instrumental track I will be using for it…

This song will be part of the official tracklist :3

My B.A.P Power and Block B repackaged albums finally arrived today as well as the posters! :D

They’re both so beautiful ;~~~; I’m really happy that the B.A.P photocards kpoptown sent me as a pre-order gift has one of my favourite Yongguk pictures and I’m not sure if we were meant to get all of the member’s pictures in the separate photosheets with the Block B album, but I’m really glad I got Jaehyo! MY BIASES KDHFDJFHJD

I am so happy \O/

I love Bang Yongguk.

I love that even though he’s injured, he still gives it his all in every performance and he still wears the biggest smile on his face when he meets his fans.

I don’t know but seeing this has motivated me to shrug off any bad mood and pull myself together so I can get through each day. I’m a very sensitive person but I shouldn’t let the littlest of things get to me and I shouldn’t feel so weak because I know I can do this. If Yongguk went through all of the struggles to get where he is now; having to prove to his parents that he can study really hard to get amazing grades and accepted into a top university, joining an entertainment company not knowing how to dance at all because he was originally a rapper, fighting for years to transform from an trainee into an artist…well, then I can wake up and make that one step towards my own dreams each day.

One of my tutors told me to make a list of dreams that I want to achieve in life because he said that “sometimes your dreams will be disrupted because most people don’t go for the things they can’t achieve” therefore he said the list will motivate and remind me what I’m living for and what my place in the world is.

And I guess Yongguk probably believed that he could work towards becoming a musician because he said he “loved music to death.” He knew that music is what he wanted to do and that’s what I want to do. So without coming across really cringeworthy and cheesy, Yongguk is one of the constant reminders of why I’m singing and writing lyrics in the first place.

Other than that, B.A.P’s leader makes me smile like a goon at the best of the times and I’m so…so happy whenever it comes to him lol. And I really hope one day that I get to live my dream, just like he is living his.

Credit to @heodang for translating this interview.

Day 2 of mixtape making~

Today was rather productive because I finished my first track and I’m rather pleased with it :D

Day 1 of mixtape making~

I’m going to take a picture each day of the mixtape making process just to give you guys a hint of what I’m up to during May and June ^^~

I’ll probably put these pictures together in a booklet for anyone who wanted the mixtape CD too.